A short while ago I published an article about committing suicide. Or thinking about committing suicide. I cried while I was writing that article because most of it is true.
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I am at the end of the road. Either I get sober or I commit suicide. This is a decision that I will make and I will follow through on shortly. It is only a matter of weeks before I have to decide so I am safe for now.
Fear of death is making its way through my body right now. It feels good. I accept this feeling. I can conquer and I can overcome the fear of dying. I am capable of committing suicide.