Hello everyone. I know it has been a long time since I posted on this blog. I moved out of the rehab I was living in and I am now in a hotel room on the 17th and Valencia.
Its not a bad hotel room. I've been here almost a month I moved in October 7th to today is like November 5th something like that.
I seem to have gotten stuck when I moved in here. There are a lot of reasons that I feel like I'm stuck to the main one is the change. For some reason I don't do very well with change. When a big life change occurs I get stuck I don't know what to do, I can't make decisions, or I go on a long drug binge. That hasn't happened to me yet and I feel like I'm getting unstuck.
The reason I know I'm stuck is because I'm not doing the same things I was doing at the rehab and I'm not working I'm not doing my affirmations that basically I'm just laying in this bed in this hotel room watching TV all day. While I was at the rehab I used to read, I used to work by writing articles I used to do a lot of stuff and since I moved in this room I haven't really done much. I kind of feel I'm becoming on stuff.
I need to become on stock because I need to start working again don't know how long I'll be in this position but I know it won't be for very long. I need to work to make money. They haven't worked for the last 30 days and you know it it's time for me to start working again and start doing something constructive. I need to start making decisions. One of the main things that always seems to get me stuck is the inability to make decisions.
At any rate, I think that I'm going to start writing every day again or at least 4 times a week so stay tuned and thank you again for reading my blog trying to change my life.